It took me into my forties to realize that I needed to stop thinking about what I want to be and focus on what I want to do. Only then did I have enough perspective to understand that when I tried to make career decisions based on expectations about what it means to be in a role, it always steered me wrong.
OTOH, when I focused on doing what I wanted to do or enjoyed doing, I generally ended up both happy and successful. It has, however, led me into roles where I have a hard time explaining to people what I am, exactly.
The roles that are hard to define are the most interesting, often to others as well. Just practice a few different responses to "so what do you do?" that come from a few different contexts. The definition of self is fully embedded in your answers.
I don't even try to answer that question seriously anymore.
"I run a team of hackers. Did your power go out last night for 10 minutes? That was us."
"I sell hemorrhoid cream."
"I'm a small business owner. We make teledildonics."
To this day, nobody has ever asked me what "teledildonics" is. Either they already know or they don't care.
Even to people you might want to impress?
Honest answer? I make rich people richer.
Probably best to not look at the self too much, down that way lie essays about alienation of labor.
What's awesome about tech is that the vast majority of what I'm paid to do loses rich people money. I can often even tell in advance that's what'll happen. After 20 years in this career I'm honestly not sure if the realized value of my work product is even in the black, LOL.
"I make rich people poorer" is kinda a fun reframing of "I make stuff that gets thrown away without ever doing any good."
Wow, talk about life goals! Now I'm curious! I'd love to know any specifics that you feel like sharing. As someone in the usual "make shareholders even richer" industry, I can't think of a more noble goal than actually taking the rich down a few rungs.
Startups with mediocre ideas and execution, large companies launching initiatives that are crazy-expensive and probably not helpful, agencies taking projects from those two categories.
> It has, however, led me into roles where I have a hard time explaining to people what I am, exactly.
what about "doing what you love"? "I am doing what I love, which is X"
On the side, from the title I was picturing actual knitted parachutes, which isn't the first time. At work, we had a student cansat team who did just that. To everyone's surprise, it worked better than regular ones. Here is a video where she explains it.
https://www.esero.no/prosjekter/cansat/ https://vimeo.com/866239028
This is the comment I come to HN for.
I met David Sparks back at WWDC in 2018. One of the real ones. Definitely one of those internet people who inspired me make the jump out of Silicon Valley to do my own thing a few years ago. Meeting him made it real. Glad he's writing about it.
I listen to a lot of this world – David Sparks, the Relay podcast network, MacStories, etc.
I have been varying levels of Apple Fanboy over the years, but even when I haven't been all-in on Apple fanaticism, I've always enjoyed listening. I think it's because they're just people who are excited about technology in the way that I was when I was a teenager, before startup and VC culture got to me.
David Sparks captures all of this so well. The guy just loves technology while being kind, unassuming, and generous while capturing enough value to make a career out of it. It's the best, and I should find more people outside of this small niche to restore my hope.
It's a scary thought I think many of us are facing now. I know that my only future is in software, but what that is going to look like now has me terrified. The next ten years of our industry is going to look absolutely nothing like the last ten, and I don't know if I'll be able to make the jump. Maybe none of us will, and software work ends up as just a highly paid small niche for a few super geniuses running and tweaking the AI for us all. I just don't know anymore, and that's the hardest part.